friday night never been more bored
im gonna go to my friends house for smores soon
i just want to smoke since i picked up today
but none of them smoke so i dont want to be the only high kid
no one else is fucking answering my texts
seriously thinking this is the last summer ill ever choose to be stuck here
parents arent even here this weekend shouldnt i be having fun
ergh
went on a date thing tn that didnt go too terribly… at least i think it was a date, he paid for my shit and gave me cigs.
i dont know how to do formal hanging out, we just hugged goodbye like am i supposed to kiss you im sober how does this work.
also just got another text from the dude that broke my heart summer of junior year of HIGH SCHOOL … like, whut.
meh.
also saw my ex’s dad/gf in a mexican joint i was picking food up from. why cant it be proper social etiquette to be like “hey i really like your son and his beard but i dont know how to pursue it wanna give me some tips and put in a good word for me please??”
what an eventful day.
maybe i should just keep fucking dudes i hate in public places.
i wish we still lived in a time where women looked real.
and i don’t mean “real” as a statement on body type… i mean “real” as in human.
seriously, fuck photoshop and surgery for their perpetuating of unattainable standards.
fuck the media for constantly bombarding us with such imagery.
and fuck a population accepts it as reality, unable to appreciate that our imperfections are simply part of what makes us beautiful.
i just want to lay here and watch twin peaks for the rest of my life
mani is cooler than it appears bc the pink is actually textured polish (“sugar coat” by sally, not too impressed but at least its something different) and the blue is holographic… unfortunately my webcam doesnt pick up on such intricacies and idc enough to take a real pic but there ya go
also damn my nails are getting long keep growing bbz
but seriously when will boys understand that being weird and rude and pushy doesn’t make someone want to hang out with them more
the thing is so far all the guys who dont seem like tools and have nice beards have bad taste in shoes
ok so maybe im talking about the one person ive stalked so far
but still
feeling as if this will be a trend
i hate when you draw something and then try to take a pic on photobooth and it flips and looks terrible and ur just like fuck wait why did i spend an hour and a half making this but whatever
10 points to whoever could think of the best story for how this happened..
my hair looks good for the first time in a week
casually live-blogging from the living room
#summer2013
i should probably shower
NO SPANISH BOY YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO LIKE MY BIKINI PROFILE PICTURE THAT IS NOT MEANT FOR YOU LAST TIME I SAW YOU YOU WERE CUDDLING WITH SOME RANDOM BITCH AFTER I PASSED OUT IN YOUR BED FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU GO BACK TO SPAIN
